I´m coming home, I´m coming home tell the world I´m coming home - I wish

Oh dear god how much I miss Bosnia and Croatia. Summer is nothing without them. It´s just like that. This is my second summerholiday in Finland in my entire life. I´ve never spent July in Finland, it´s odd now. It really feels like something is missing and there is this heavy sac or something in my chest when I think about this. I could cry now cause this really makes me sad now. I had a plan to go to Salzburg and visit Mirela but then her mom told her they are going somewhere else. I could probably go there too but... My school starts then too soon and I think it would be better for me to live in Kuopio at least few days before it. I don´t now, everything is a mess now! At least I know few things: 1. I have to work on July 2. I´m going to Pipefest on August. 3. I have to move. So if you see me there come and say hello :)! This fragile no 4 is my trip and another one, no 5 is for my trip to Helsinki- I NEED to visit the zoo! :D

As you can see- I just can´t say NO to the place.

"Olen onnellinen, mitä sä luulit"

Love the song

I´m just sipping my hot chocolate here at work all by myself. The sun is shining outside, but I´m here. Just thinking. Next year is going to be something new again. Kuopio is calling me, strange people too. My sis is moving to Jyväskylä and kinda replacing me there cause she´s going to live in my old home. It´s still home to me, but I guess this new one in Kuopio is going to be too. I just have so many homes that really feel like home. Few places in Bosnia and Croatia and even more back here in Finland. Well at least I won´t be feeling homesickness? Can´t be really sure about that but there´s this one thing I´m certain about: Home is where your Heart is. At least that´s simple to understand even then when it feels that nothing else is clear to you. I think it´s better to have at least one place that feels like home than no home at all. It´s good :)

I went to the city to get some stuff I still needed. Clowdy days are good for it, it´s not too hot to walk around stores and eat chinese food outside. That´s my favourite thing to do! Go to the chinese restaurant, grab a lots of food with you and have a picnic by the lake and just relax! Nothing can go wrong then :)

 This Jumpsuit is my favourite thing to wear now! (H&M) Leggings (under) from Seppälä.

 My Asos order, love it :)

 H&M- love this one too

 All three are great shirts to wear with something high waisted :) (this one from seppälä)

And last one- my new bag. It´s was time to get a new smaller one. (Lindex)
 

work work work

Yey yey yey, I have worked for three weeks now. It´s fun but I´m so tired after it that I could just go straight to bed and put a cucumber-slices on my eyes to cheer me up. I like this job a lot and I like the new coffee-cacao-machine verrrryyyy mucho! The best thing is to be at work when it´s raining out! :) What else could I be doing anyway? Ok ok, I love reading books or magazines on the balcony with a cup of hot chocolate, something great to snack and a big big blanket! That´s awesome :)

Ye ye I was little too excited about my sis's camera. I love it! Damn it hasn´t been the time for beach for one week now but I hope hope hope that day will come. Ok I have a little bit of tan on me already but unluckily my skin thinks it doesn´t need melanin to protect it so it just renovates itself back to blanche. Haha ps. the best midsummer is yet to come :) Jenna and me, we are going to tplace that takes 5,5 hours driving. Can´t expose where cuz I don´t want to ruin the surprise :) One thing I know- random things are the best and extempore trips the cherry on the cream. Love you Jenna!

That´s my bun, I love to wear it on summer. It´s just so practical and it makes sure you neck gets tan too... I think it´s a bit odd id it´s just white... while everything else is brown :D But now.... I have to continue :) Bye!

It´s so hard to climb but the view is great

Elvira is 19 years now too, we had a little b-day party with almost self made nachos, bilar and a great movie. We also went out to celebrate. It was fun :)! Elvisa's dog was so thrilled about us that she just jumped all over the place and run around herself. Funny little dog. It was such a nice weather yesterday. I went out to play frisbee with Aaro. We just hanged out the whole evening, listened the music and talked about life and stuff. How complicated can things really be? Like commm'ooon! Why do people want to hurt each others or just pretend so fucking difficult to be around with? I just can´t get it. I know that I couldn´t hurt anybody like they can. Maybe I´m just too kind or something but hell no, I´m not going to low myself down to their level, never. I think it´s more important to have friends than just pushing them away or gathering enemies around you. That´s life: It´s so hard to climb but the view is great.

Photos by Elvira! If you want to follow her blog please visit http://nou-ruuls.blogspot.com/. Ps. The blog archive is under the posts!

Elvira's graduation party 2011!

My sister graduated from high school too this year. We had a big party. Entire day including the evening and night of course was fabulous! He woke up at 6 am to get everything ready but I had to help Sabina and Elvira with their hair and make up so that it ended up like always; I hadn´t enough time to get myself ready. Luckily it was a good hair day even if I just managed to get it dry (no hair products at all). After all this we went to Mikaeli at 9 am to the graduation ceremony. They all had their graduation "hats", certificates etc. She did it all well! I was so happy to see many of my friends standing there so happy :)! After that I took some pictures of Elvira and the rest, we went home to prepare the party and then the guests arrived. It was all about great food, drinks, champagne, great big and tasty cakes etc :) yammmy! I also went to Sanni's and Arttu's graduation parties when I managed to do all of my duties and enjoy my sister's party. It was so much fun and..... tasty. :D Oh god how much I ate! It´s never too much! :) After that it was time to go to the club to party hard. Haha I think I came home around 4-5 am.... :) But now let´s see the photos! You can also see photos of my own grad-party HERE.

 My sister Elvira :)

 Sister Sabina, cousin Elvisa and sister Elvira

 Cousin Anes

 Cousins Amra and Anes and their dad

 daddy :)

Elina and me

 Cousin Robert and my uncle

Many many wonderful gifts, moneyenvelopes and the best one- the camera. ;)