and the starfish is left alone

After fun starts the work. I still have to pack and get myself ready for the Helsinki trip that starts tomorrow. I´m hungry too... I have to make myself a breakfast before I can study, Kalinka and 0,5l's of hot chocolate was not enough I suppose :D I found also one ring with the starfish on it, I have to buy that one too, it was just too beautiful :) Who could resist seeing the starfish wrapping around your finger? ... Well I can't. And I want another doze of my hot chocolate but my fridge is running out of milk :(

My opsaa face...

 My basic oopppsaaa face is on. You could almost stick me with the needle and I would get empty like a balloon on this photo... I get it when I realize that I have forgotten to do something and I already have too many things on my to do -list but too little time for them - then I remember that I still have 3 more exams to do before the exam I have been preparing myself... Oh shit. And those exams are hard, they consist of 20op's and they really take time from my real work... I think that I´m screwed now. If I don´t get in this year, I will really not do any uni studies next spring so that I can just concentrate on the most important thing to me. I would really really want to study the basic clinical medicine and homeopathy, not biomedicine that I´m studying now. I want to help patients on different level I´m helping now. I don´t want to do the research for medicine and be the specialist in translational medicine, I mean I like it, but my dream has always been to be a doctor and help people, go to developing countries and help people there with no profit and help to identify people who were buried in mass graves during wars. Maybe that way I could help my family finding our yet missing relatives, my uncles etc... + I really want to be that kind of doctor who is not recommending just pharmaceutical medicines but who would be able to give alternative treatments like homeopathy etc. I´m in panic now... I don´t have enough time.

I had my security trainig today at Sokos Hotel and we got really good breakfast, lunch and dessert from Fransmanni. Now I just have to go back to chill with my books again and plan my trip to Helsinki this weekend and Vappu. :)

paratiisii ja päättömiä bambeja

This is how I look after waking up too early, my lips are swollen and bleeding because I´m always biting my lips at sleep and my hair gets all curly. After woking up I headed to the gym with Alli, we had a really good workout together and after that we went to eat some spinach ravioli. I came home after buying some groceries and then it was time to take a bath. I have even finished my work in biochemisty now. Pheew, I still have to go to the school tomorrow morning to make a little presentation about it. Now I have to study some more before the girls come here to watch Desperate housewifes with me :)

Ps. If somebody needs a rental housing for summer (june-august) from Kuopio, please contact me :)!

New

+ I really have to get those sandals in black too :) That Friis&company's lot cover is something I really need now for my phone. I don´t want it's screen to get scratches on it. As you can see, this dress was one of  four I was about to buy, unluckily my basket got empty every time I tried to pay :( Well at least I got this one! Now I have to go to sleep, tomorrow morning I have to go to the gym with Alli. After that I have to visit the grocery store and get something to eat, call my employer and one doctor appointment. :) Can´t wait for that! I will tell about it later, I just have to get more info etc before and visit the clinic.  :)

Sabina 18

 

 

Tomorrow my youngest sister will be 18 years old. I can´t really understand that she is an adult now too :D She celebrated her bday fith her friends a week ago, and now this weekend it was time to celebrate it with us. We bought her presents, made her a sacher cake, food and other good stuff to eat. As you can see it was a really happy day :) My stomach is still really full and I can´t imagine myself eating anything for a while... :D I was really into those strawberries! Maybe one of the best ways to eat them is when they are covered with chocolate. yum yum .. :) I still have to study some biochemistry today, so I should probably continue now :) Have a great Sunday! I will have, I´m so happy to see Sabina laughing<3

ps. I bought a new phone this week, feeling like an anti-geek now... :D