in a mess

I got a flue a few days ago. I felt much better yesterday so I went to the gym. It was so cold outside when I walked those 3km's there that I thing my flue came back because of it. That picture is taken after the gym and before my lecture. I have no time to go to the shower in between so I just have to fresh myself and make up my eyes and lips to be ready to go out. I have to clean up my place now. My parents and sisters are coming here today to visit me :) I can´t wait to see them! :) I hate that big pile of laundry... and I have no wash machine. I have also found two potential tenants to my apartment. I hope we can get to agreement and sign the papers. It would be a lot easier for me that way, because I will live in Mikkeli the whole June and July because of my work. :) ps. If you have a chance to go out GO! :) The weather couldn't be any better (just warmer)! :D

1st of May in Helsinki

I left to Helsinki on Friday and came back to Kuopio yesterday. It was a really nice mini holiday for me. I met my friends and my boo. It was really nice to see them all again and spend some quality time. I went shopping with H a couple of times, we went to two different smoothie bars Fuel and Ciao and walked around sunny Helsinki. A and V came to her place from where we headed to the Virgin Oil to see Raappana, Ruger Hauer and Ruudolf perform. It was ok because I was really tired.  Then I went to the A's place before meeting E and T. We had a really nice time together and the time just passed so quickly that we went to sleep at 3am. The sun shone the whole 5 days in a row and I was just so happy because of it. Sunday was a perfect day to go to the movies. "We bought a Zoo" was just a perfect piece of art! I cried and smiled the whole time and the feeling after seeing it was just beyond amazing. I could watch it again and again and again and... :) It was just a perfect way of spending my day with my boo. I had this little meeting on Monday morning, I was really nervous about it... but luckily it went well! :) After that I met H again at brunch and then we headed to Alko and I grabbed V, A and T with me and it was really time to celebrate! :)    I had a great time with my duck... :D We had also crayons for painting sidewalks so we made a little artwork... :D It was a good night but we had no time for a picnic because my train left :(

ps. that black on my hand... it´s glue.

and the starfish is left alone

After fun starts the work. I still have to pack and get myself ready for the Helsinki trip that starts tomorrow. I´m hungry too... I have to make myself a breakfast before I can study, Kalinka and 0,5l's of hot chocolate was not enough I suppose :D I found also one ring with the starfish on it, I have to buy that one too, it was just too beautiful :) Who could resist seeing the starfish wrapping around your finger? ... Well I can't. And I want another doze of my hot chocolate but my fridge is running out of milk :(

My opsaa face...

 My basic oopppsaaa face is on. You could almost stick me with the needle and I would get empty like a balloon on this photo... I get it when I realize that I have forgotten to do something and I already have too many things on my to do -list but too little time for them - then I remember that I still have 3 more exams to do before the exam I have been preparing myself... Oh shit. And those exams are hard, they consist of 20op's and they really take time from my real work... I think that I´m screwed now. If I don´t get in this year, I will really not do any uni studies next spring so that I can just concentrate on the most important thing to me. I would really really want to study the basic clinical medicine and homeopathy, not biomedicine that I´m studying now. I want to help patients on different level I´m helping now. I don´t want to do the research for medicine and be the specialist in translational medicine, I mean I like it, but my dream has always been to be a doctor and help people, go to developing countries and help people there with no profit and help to identify people who were buried in mass graves during wars. Maybe that way I could help my family finding our yet missing relatives, my uncles etc... + I really want to be that kind of doctor who is not recommending just pharmaceutical medicines but who would be able to give alternative treatments like homeopathy etc. I´m in panic now... I don´t have enough time.

I had my security trainig today at Sokos Hotel and we got really good breakfast, lunch and dessert from Fransmanni. Now I just have to go back to chill with my books again and plan my trip to Helsinki this weekend and Vappu. :)

paratiisii ja päättömiä bambeja

This is how I look after waking up too early, my lips are swollen and bleeding because I´m always biting my lips at sleep and my hair gets all curly. After woking up I headed to the gym with Alli, we had a really good workout together and after that we went to eat some spinach ravioli. I came home after buying some groceries and then it was time to take a bath. I have even finished my work in biochemisty now. Pheew, I still have to go to the school tomorrow morning to make a little presentation about it. Now I have to study some more before the girls come here to watch Desperate housewifes with me :)

Ps. If somebody needs a rental housing for summer (june-august) from Kuopio, please contact me :)!